i'm a sad little girl now :C

friday will mark the start of exams for all sbs students. and i've so much more to complete. i never understood how can some people actually 'finish' studying. more than half the time i can't even complete reading all the lectures? im not talking abt the lecture notes. but fully comprehending it by reading the chapters in the textbook(s), doing the past year papers and being fully prepared. sigh. maybe i'm too use to the spoon-feeding days where 'model' answers are always given to me. so if i dont know the answer, all i have to do is to peep over at the answer sheet and i'll somehow 'get-it' ! i seriously hate my school, school of bio sci, for not uploading the model answer when all other schools do it. so unfair :C

on another note, i havent been able to enjoy my meals for the past one week alrd, and its just gonna be the case for another 2 years, i guess? i haven't told many people about it in fact... i'm gonna put on braces to straighten out my top row of teeth. but bad timing actually. i cant munch on snacks nowww, when i especially need to cause im hungry all the time when i study :C

my bb's kinda cranky recently as well. i end up having to call singtel over and over again. so annoyinggg. why does all the bad things come together... hmph >:C

better get on with my books already.
go away please, my dearest headache. :\