Exam hiatus

sorry for the long hiatus. i've been too busy with school work + work + all the partying (oops). i haven't got time to sit down and really do a proper entry. not even for now. i'll just do a brief summary on my very boring life.i haven't even got the time to do up an entry for my Taiwan trip, which i'm missing very very much now :C

exam's starting in less than 2 weeks and its so depressing to be studying now when most nus/smu students have already completed their sem. ntu kids lead sucha sad life. boohoo. we havent even started. D`:
but i would have to say that its pretty amazing how fast this sem flew past. it seems like just ytd when school started. sigh. every sem, i start off being so recharged and full of energy, by the end of sem, i just feel so burnout. so tired of all that studying, especially with my super cui gpa. i don't see why i'm even still in school. why am i struggling in my course still? when i jolly well know that i have no interest in discovering the next new drug for AIDS or anything of that sort? not my cup of tea. seriously.

met up with a friend a few days back, and i only can wonder why my brain is degenerating prematurely. we started on the same ground and we're now poles apart. very depressing. very. i can't help but wish i was richer all the time. i could then do whatever i want to. study whatever i have interest in or maybe, put in simply - i could have been smarter.

so many chapters to go for exams. lucks to meeee. :C
looking forward to 23 dec. come quicklyyyy. pretty please? ^^