Jia Zhuang - Jolin

sometimes i cant help but wonder why am i trying so hard for.
who am i trying to prove to?
there's no one to share the joy, even if there's any.
or a shoulder to lean on when the world comes crumbling down.
not sure how long can this facade can keep up with the change of storyline.

when all the sweet words fade into memories,
i wake up realizing that everything,
was nothing more than a fantasy that will never see the day light.
forever is overrated.