To change or not to change?

i am blogging because i'm so boredddd waiting for my strawberries to be ready for harvest in farmville. i hate it when it withers and die. 7% more.

anw, school this week has been better than the first 2 week i guess? since i have a friend to go to lectures and tutorials with. and very unfortunately, i bought a textbook for my biomolecules module cause i'm so lost in lectures. G is so broke now. stupid book cost me 54 bucks >:C
this week has been one hectic week. stayed at the hostel for so many days! and i'm still in hostel now ?? cause my econs lecture got postponed to tmr morning due to union day on thursday. sigh. why is the lecturer so insistent on making up for lectures :\
bahh, still not like uni life. its slacker than JC considering there's no one to check on your progress, whether or not you actually completed your tutorials, whether you printed your notes for lectures, whether you even go for tutorials or lectures. but its too independent learning for me. especially when i havent taken bio all my life, i'm not even sure if my understanding of the things being taught are right. sigh.

i'm in a delimma now. i cant make up my mind if staying on is the right move? or should i apply for a change of course. cause actually, to tell the truth, i enjoy the lab session. it'll be so cool to be working in labs trying to formulate new drugs and all. but on the other hand, i dont seem to coping too well with my course.
and even if i were to appeal to change over to econs, i might not enjoy the math involved in the course...
in any case, i will still needa get that 4.0 GPA before i can talk about the changing of course.
why is life so complicating :\

okay, my strawberries are almost rdy! gotta go!