Kiss the Rain

friday. not exactly in the TGIF mood. cause there's a lab report due on monday and i cant decide which patient is actually suffering from a-Thalassemia. this is driving me nuts. i needa get it done by tonight :C

spent half my day at sentosa this afternoon to help out as game-master for some amazing race thingy for IE(international enterprise) Singapore. surprisingly, the participants were really enthusiastic mann... we expected them to stroll/walk, although its amazing RACE, cause they would mostly be middle-age working adults. but turns out, the facilitators had to run with them. poor facilitators. thank gosh xin and i opted to be game-masters. but it was so FREAKINGGGGG HELL boring. i spent like an hour staring at the sea because no group came to my station for some reason. but when they came, they really stressed me out. its either no groups or MANY groups. so i had to repeat my instructions over and over again. very tiring to speak fast and clear luhhh. anw, we all still had fun i guess. ended the event late though.
but i have to agree that IE Singapore is damn rich. hahas. they actually booked the whole of cool deck and had a mini buffet after the event and we were all allowed to eat. heh. yummehhhh.

xin and i were so glad to be able to bath once we got back to hall mann. so gross, sticky(& chewy - sorry, i just have a sudden craving for swensens icecream) and SAND-Y. homed after which.
my mum and sis are crazy over some hk drama and have been hooked onto the tv ever since i was back at 9 plus. its 12am now. they rock la. crazy pair.

i'm suppose to complete my lab report like NOWNOWNOWNOWNOW. but i dunno how to do :C
and when i'm stressed out, i get emo. and when i'm emo, i start to play emo songs.
my current obsession - kiss the rain :




I often close my eyes
And I can see you smile
You reach out for my hand
And I'm woken from my dream
Although your heart is mine
Its hollow inside
I never had your love
And I never will

And every night
I lie awake
Thinking maybe you love me
Like I've always loved you
But how can you love me
Like I loved you when
You can't even look me straight in my eyes

I've never felt this way
To be so in love
To have someone there
Yet feel so alone
Aren't you supposed to be
The one to wipe my tears
The one to say that you would never leave

The waters calm and still
My reflection is there
I see you holding me
But then you disappear
All that is left of you
Is a memory
One that only, exists in my dreams

And every night
I lie awake
Thinking maybe you love me
Like I've always loved you
But how can you love me
Like I loved you when
You can't even look me straight in my eyes

I don't know what hurts you
But I can feel it too
And it just hurts so much
To know that I can't do a thing
And deep down in my heart
Somehow I just know
That no matter what
I'll always love you

I often close my eyes
And I can see you smile
You reach out for my hand
And I'm woken from my dream
Although your heart is mine
Its hollow inside
I never had your love
And I never will

So why am I still here in the rain...